Jacob & Rachel R.

I've never experienced senseless loss. I've never seen collective grief. I've never seen a community rally so intensely when one of their own is gone. When I heard the word tragedy before this, it didn't feel personal to me. It was another word like other many words used to describe loss. Now, the word tragedy has a personal meaning and feeling attached - an indescribable ache.

I remember Jake dancing with me around his dining room table. I remember Sundays closing the coffee shop with him, we always enjoyed each other's company. I remember him inviting me over for wine and a fire out back - our dogs would chase each other until they were exhausted. I remember how Jake looked and Daniel - how palpable love can be. I will remember Jake and carry our memories with me. He was an individual unlike anyone I've ever met.

I love you.